Yup, third bottle of Coke today. Gotta do something more meaningful nowadays than to nerd the web and work. Yeah, ofc work is valuable experience, but I need to experience funny/exciting stuff with other people. Which definitely are my closer friends. In third grade I was attracted by the girls, 'cause I was different from the other pupils. Now I'm not - still because I'm different.
U see - somewhere back in time, when we were kids - something happened. I dont know what, but what happened was that we weren't visiting each other more. No more unexpected ding-dong on the door, and if we did something it was always hanging out at the school yard, talking bullshait. Personally I couldn't stand the two long hours we normally hanged there, so I went home earlier and earlier for each time and in the end I didn't come. I want to, dunno, hug people and talk with them about personal things but you just don't do that anymore. WHYYY? Especially when you think of this:
We all pretend everything's just fine to often. Most times when people ask "How are you?" it simply isn't the time to confess your thoughts about life or your personal wishes for the future. What happened to people, and their relations. I just wonder. A whole lot of people can't just suddenly be as unpersonal as they are today. I think we've lost something of primary. So many people just can't suddenly fade away all emotions that are hidden in these days.
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