My best friend's mad at me, I would talk to her when she texted me she saw me. I didn't, had to go another place. Second chance, I skipped it cuz when I asked where she was I interpreted it as a subliminal rejection of meeting her.
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Then it's the school, I simply don't fit in at school. It's too many people at once, I hate large groups of people. When I join eating with others in my class I feel socially awkward and is most comfortable by just sitting there, eating and pretend that I'm listening to what they say.
Oftenly I eat outside or on the benches under the stair. Or not at all, just playing tetris. At the end of the day, I'm flying home to catch up with new notifies on Facebook, making food and think of my childhood.
Several weeks ago I was meant to grab a quarter of the school nurses' time to measure my height and weight so i can complete the form from the military. I don't care if I come in or not, it just doesn't concern me.
This saturday i actually went out to meet a girl. Was supposed to meet her on friday but she said she wasn't gonna be available due to much outgoing with some other girls. Then she said we could meet where she was going to be all day on saturday. To put it this was, I'd rather want her to say "No, i won't meet you". That's what I thought first, but she sent all those hearts and such. I feel like a dumbass.
Anyways, I called a buddy to ask him what he did on a saturday. At first, he was very sceptical and said that this weren't a good time. But it ended with us and a couple of taken girls were going to bowl, but one of them couldn't due to crowd phobia. And then the last girl invited another one, a tractor lesbian. Thank u, for that. Seriously, thank. The taken but not lesbian girl can be a real bitch. The lesbian girl's always kind. It turned out to be the next best weekend I've had since school start... FML.
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