Social Mindfucked

I skipped school today. Because of a mix by stress, I were still bad after saturday evening and I just didn't feel like sitting on my ass for eight hours pretending to get ready for the 'afterlife' (life after school.)

The last two months I've expanded my music preferences. My new preference is techno/trance. I want to participate on something like Tomorrowland... To enjoy youth. I don't get the whole traditionally alcohol thing. The effect isn't worth the money at all. And it's not good for the tax payers, either. You know, because of the damages made by shitfaced people affected by this poison which is killing brain cells and making people really sick the day after.

I don't wanna be a oppositional, young and dumb teenager but if I state that the use of recreational marijuana one-two times a week is better than alcohol one-two times at a week, given that marijuana in this case also is legal or at least decriminalized and given that you do this with the same people, the 'straight' alcohol people, I wouldn't be lying, would I?

This is one of these "The World is round!"-thingys. You know the 'mentals' in the middle age saying that the world wasn't flat like a plate, it was round like a pea. 'That's nonsense' the educated, church-going people said. Were they right? No, they wasn't. It's already legalized in Washington D.C., the capital of the United States. It's been used for medic purposes in California for ages.

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I'm not saying that marijuana is a good thing. I'm saying that it's better than alcohol. Even MDMA is better than alcohol. You know, party pills, Mickey Mouse-lozenges. As long as you don't OD on it, which is a mistake done by dumb people. Really it isn't more dangerous than to ride a horse, as long as you stay hydrated. Personally I'd like to exchange the whole alcohol stuff with marijuana and MDMA for recreational purposes. But of course, our Western culture has made us believe alcohol is OK, while marijuana is bad.

How do these pill festivals compare to a mainstream festival? Guess which of them is the most peaceful. And yet again, I'm not saying that you should use these substances often, less than twice a month when it comes to MDMA (because of the serotonine use this drug makes.) and two times a week about the mj.

I'm not a drug user because of the consequences that would make to me. I know that with my state of mind I should be really careful with what I'm doing in the future. I dont wanna lose. Im not going to be an addict. I may strech myself to the point where Im the loser in the buddy gang marriying a thai lady. That's apparently what I'm going to do to. I think Western girls do expect to much. As my English teacher said "If we fail getting a job, we could always marry someone."

I don't know what I want with this post, there's just so much I wanna tell at once that it mixes up in one puke pool of words.

PS: I don't use drugs. If I did and was caught, that'd make a lot of trouble for me and I don't have time or money for that. I need a clean record, and I've planned to let it be clean.