- The Coke of a non-adventurous Life -

"Third straight week indoors playing computer games,"

-Jesse Eisenberg [from Zombieland]

That's how I feel mostly of my weekends. Thus I'm not playing computer games so very often. It's more like chatting with people. When I meet them in IRL I don't talk so much. We can still talk 

A tuesday I met someone special (which I first "met" at the web. Not a good sign it happens a lot of times.) She's a girl that likes scene style. I like scene girls. I met her in the woods, she was going on a trip with someones' dog, it wasn't her dog, nor someone in her family. Her parents is divorced. Her neighbors is junkies. Don't know if they're using drugs or weed. Luckily they're going to move because of it. 

I've actually wanted to smoke weed some times. But I guess I wouldn't when I actually had the opportunity. Maybe if I brought a friend. We've talked about smoking weed. Just the two of us and be equipped with a bottle of Coke (Yup, the soda Coca-Cola (without cocaine, lol!) in case we get a bad trip.   

http://brutallhonestyy.tumblr.com/

I'm not sure if I want. I am concerned for the disadvantages it may bring. What if I get really hooked? I read at an official healt site for youth that you don't get hooked if you try just one time and then leaves. I've also read from some tabloid web site that someone tried one time, and then said no. What if I can't resist it? 

I want to try just to feel something lucky again. I don't know why but when I'm doing things that I enjoy, there's some shadow hanging over me that I cannot remove... I haven't found the source why I feel so depressed... I'm actually having an OK life. But it seem like "everyone else" have an exiting, succesful life with lot of friends that they've done so much together. 

This summer I'll go on a tent trip with some friends. A girl and a boy. They're together. I hope to find another girl that wants to join, because it can be a little weird to "interrupt" them with their love. I invited them because they're awesome. I mean it - they love each other because of their personalities and interest - not because to increase their own status in the friend gang. 

http://love-stocks.de.tl/01.htm

The reason I want a girl to come is because I'm very heterosexual and because I think three boys and 1 girl in a tent is a little bit... gay. And summer flirts is something which I really appreciate.

~ Anarchy, Bohems & Gothers \m/ ~

--   Sincerely Mr. Unstable   --