- First post -

Now I'm going to declare what this blog is. It's place for me to tell my stories. How I feel - and to know if there is others out there that feels the same way. I want a new life, or at least a different life.

Why I don't do anything about it? Because I have to go to school, get an education. I'm living at my parents' house and they decide when I should get to bed and when I should get up. And I'm 17! I've got no job, I haven't really tried. I get the money I need from home when doing household tasks and helping my father with agriculture stuff.

My family is very loud and when we're going out at e.g. a school show or something other family orientated my mum is always depressingly stressed. It makes her shout to her children, my brothers and sisters. They've learnt to shout. God Bless You, for making my oldest little-sister OK.

At the age of 12 I dreamt of moving out, living for myself. Just me - no friends, girlfriend, no animals. I don't know why, it just felt right. Now - five years after, I've finally got a dorm. And I realize that living all for myself isn't as funny as I thought it would be.

I want a girlfriend. I was 13 the last time I had a girlfriend. Now I'm 17. I've had a lot of "flirts" which I haven't even kissed. I don't wanna type any names, because I want to be anonymous. In that way I can write more freely.

~ Anarchy, Bohems & Gothers \m/ ~

--   Sincerely Mr. Unstable   --