- Depression, run away! -

Why am I so different? I'd like to just hang out with my friends without thinking of body language. Let it flow by itself. I had that ability when I was younger.

Guess it flew away when we moved to this god forsaken island. But now, there's just this one final test left to get my drivers license handed out. Then I'll be free to go wherever I want, finally I can just drive to a close friend of mine whose have helped me a lot emotionally. I appreciate her so much, her mood's just so inspiring.

I notice that now that the summer's almost over my depression is fucking coming fucking back fucking again. I'm tired of it, when school starts imma gonna go to our school nurse and tell everything.

Also, I joined a Facebook group called Parkour. I'm going to do parkour stuff with some ppl, instead of jogging alone. Hope it'll help me be happier and finally be more outgoing and last, but absolutely not least; train my social skills when it comes to girls.