Distant friend moves to my area
She knows few people
We get to know each other better
I buy her tobacco
She makes me waffles
Go home
Next day, she invites me over to a girls' friend of her
Girls friend got 4 boys over.
We get to know each other
Have fun, whole gang about a week
They seem really happy and they've got this chick magnet gene which I lack fully and completely IRL, can't really date and lacks skill in casual body language and sending bad signals I cant identify as "omg, bad signal, don't do it" and always make awkward silence.
Me sick jealous on ppl with this skills.
Now sitting @home, feel sick of myself for not being happy. I mean i've got a fucking apartment, car, pc, smartphone, Sennheiser headset and so much more n then I just feel sorry for myself, egoistic prick.
I'd love to have the ability to joy ppl with my presence, having fun times with them. Now im just wasting my teen years feeling depressed. I wanna go to the school nurse but something doesn't get me to do it. I should've delivered an attest for for several weeks now and I haven't yet managed to do that. fml
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