Soo, xmas's over and a new year have started. A lot of... things happened the last year. Stuff which I didn't expect to do. Like smoking a very common resin. I'll make sure it's not a gateway drug, because I hadn't even smoked regular cigarettes before I jumped to the mj.
On the uphill the event took me to a state of mind I haven't been to ever before, whereas I don't speak of the high. I speak of the day after, things I should've seen by myself a looong time ago. It was on a sunday morning that I had to get rid of the smoking equipment.
As I used a couple of hours tossing things around at a relatively large range I thought for myself this wasn't what I was going to be. A sociopath running around totally lost in the woods? Nope, that's not me. In kindergarten I were the guy that everyone liked. That was also the case for anyone that knew me in 1st and 2nd grade.
Believe it or not, this happening wouldn't have happened without the mj. It made me schedule an appointment with the school nurse and she sent me further to a doctor. The doctor have diagnosed me with angst and depression. I got a blue receipt on Escitalopram. It's helping. Thank you, doctor.
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